writing, music and all things my opinion

It's kind of funny to me that certain people are so nosy about my life and yet when I have to say what I do all day it's literally so boring, aside from writing and my art and music, which isn't boring at all to me. I wake up and have coffee work out except on sunday church on sundays go to work if I work that day sing or listen to music or just do random stuff like watch fanmade music videos set to scenes from OUAT or PLL  go walk with mom eat dinner sometimes tan read my Bible and do devotions  practice piano  sleep I mean there are random other things splashed in randomly but thats about the normal things I do everyday

Three pet peeves, first would be people chewing loudly, I have misophonia where certain noises literally drive me mad. Loud chewing makes me want to put my head through a wall. Second, when people are fake, I can't stand when people live their life to impress other people. When actually other people aren't ever really impressed by what you're doing, the kind of people that are impressed by the things people fake, are the same ones doing it themselves so they are too busy faking their own lives to even pay attention to the other people doing it. And third, when anyone is mean to animals. This might sound cruel but even when a small child is not handling an animal correctly, I get enraged and want to slap them. But mainly I get mad at the parents when they just let it happen. Animals are innocent and people are not.

In seven years I would like to be a published author. I'd like to be married to or living with the guy that I love. We'd have a dog or two and I'd like a pool and a small but well decorated house. I can't put into words the way I want things to be then not in detail, not the little moments that would happen and the things I'd want to do on a daily basis, except for those major details. And yes I am thinking of a specific person, otherwise I am not the least bit concerned with getting married or dating anyone at all. And I am working on a lot of writing and I believe in all of my dreams and hopes regardless how crazy they sound to most people. In reference to my career and my love life, both.

My commute to work is a small one, I walk to work. I have to walk through a yard or two and sometimes, when the grass is kind of long, I like to pretend like I'm on Jurassic Park. "stay out of the long grass" and all that. I sometimes run like I'm running from Raptors, and yes I am an adult. That is all.

This one was hard becuase a lot of what makes something funny is timing and context. But I am trying to think of some, the first one is going to make me look like a pretentious nerd but it's a shakespeare quote: "I would challenge you to a battle of wits but I can see you are unarmed." I like that one because it's not in your face humor which I don't like at all. And another one is the word "awkward" but of course only placed right. Like "that awkward moment" I like those kind of jokes. And this one was very short and I'm sorry. "That awkard moment when your blog post is too short and is supposed to be about something funny but the post is not funny at all"

I am currently single, and I'm not unhappy about it. I know the reasons why I am single and I am fine with it. A lot of people would call it "too picky" and I'm okay with that as well. What most people see about me is that I am way into women's rights (which I am) and that I'm against romance or romantic love. That is not the case at all. What I am against is "settling" I see it way too often. I am in love with someone I can't be with and dating anyone else would be "settling" and I don't want to do that to anyone or to myself. Plus this idea that women are not complete without a husband, or that marriage is some sort of "goal" to be achieved. That is not what love is, not just in my perspective, but in reality. I see posts a lot that really are harmful to society that say things like "if someone loves you they will be with you all the time" and things like that, and that is truly ridiculous. Women and men b

This one is kind of weird, I really love fruits and veggies, so I had to look at a list of fruits online to see if there are any that I don't like. And I guess beets are a fruit? who knew? anyway those are gross, sorry Dwight Schrute but they are. I like the band off "doug" called "the beets" (obviously a reference to the beatles). Anyway, I think I've tried a beet once, and it tasted like nothing but dirt, I don't like the texture or anything about them. Well that's all.  *writer's note: guess I looked at the list wrong and beets are a vegetable. Okay well I don't like figs or avocados for essentially the same reason I don't like beets. But seriously avocados should not be considered a fruit. Who decides these things?  

I have recently had a huge problem with this. Especially this year for some reason. The term "millennials" for example. People act like this is the first generation of teenagers to be rebellious or to act like, well, teenagers. But what really bothers me, is the things that bother people about millennials. For example: girls are becoming feminists at younger ages, girls wearing what they want, standing up against racism and bullying and heaven forbid young people use slang (something that's been happening since recorded history, google it). It's not violence, or bullying or anything that hurts anyone that bothers people about millennials, it's selfies and starbucks. It's that they care about other human beings and about other's feelings. Sometimes it does get out of hand and I'll admit that. But there is a meme on the internet about how much more wonderful it was in WW2 when teenagers were forced into war, and how awful it is now that "entitled